Searching

I am home alone, its raining heavily outside, am listening to Kenny G music..I am online, fidgeting with things here and there. I feel I am searching something..looking for something - something very random and something very deep, two identities, a merger of these two or a feeling :

Good lyrics to sate my appetite for meaning in words in a way that they touch my soul, a good movie, a Guru, a spiritual mate, someone to listen to me, someone to dance with, someone to share an icecream with, someone whom I could wish a happy friendship's day and  meet up with over a coffee and not care about the world, someone who with whom I could drench in the rains, someone with whom I could share a hot cuppa tea and pakodas, someone to fill in the space in this moment, someone with whom I could be the actual "me", someone to laugh uncontrollably with, someone to play with, someone with whom I could live this moment, someone who would make me enjoy this season the most, someone who would just understand my need to gossip now, someone who'd buy me roses, someone with whom I could share my fantasies and live them too, someone with whom I could share a ride into the lush green hills and explore the nature,someone who'd be with me now and who'd make me go mad, someone with whom I could feel on the top of the world!

A best friend, a love, a life!