Monday, December 5, 2011

Moments!


Pearl like moments,
Bright sunshine,
Notes of love,
Red Flower,
Butterflies,
Orange Passion,
a stretch of grassland,
 a girl's creativity,
   Pearl like moments!

Sunday, November 6, 2011

The Awaited Return

Its been 4 years since I last saw you,
pretty in pink I saw you smile,
waving me a half hearted good-bye
my jeep moved on, cutting the grass in two
like our hearts spaced out in me and you

What I had left behind was a rosy past
Dreamy days and rosy nights,
your lips moving in conversations
my eyes fixed on your hopeful eyes,
you dreamed of having my babies
and I dreamed of touching your soft belly,
So many nights had passed into
writing poetry and lyrical songs of love to you
until  a letter arrived and I had to leave far from you..

The cold nights here behold in them
the smoke of fire and pain of bullets,
the misty darkness makes my heart sore
as I sleep one more time without you in sight
I know you stay awake and pamper fright..

The sun shone with the noise of tankers in sight,
today we'll have to give them a tough fight,
Its not just the war but our destiny that I have to fight,
I long to see you smile in the last pretty pink
There is blood here, there is pain here
Lost lives, lost friends
But I dream of seeing you wait for me
and hold my toughest breath alive.

I will return to thee,
I will recite to thee,
our songs of love,
I will sing to thee.

Its been a bright dawn,
I climb down from my jeep
The roses have bloomed on the budding land
I wait to look at thee,
I wait to see your graceful smile
I run, I run faster..

You open the door,
You are no more mine..
The pink dress and the dreamy nights
I lost them to the 4 years of fight.

I shall fight again, not my death,
But my Life..

I am cold and I cant breathe,
I am about to close my eyes
I see you in pink, smiling, waving..
My vision blurss,
I won..I embraced..
not your warm arms,
but a cold death.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Friendship


I was at Bandstand with a dear friend of mine and the time I spent with her just brought in a motley of thoughts in my mind about this beautiful relationship called "Friendship"..


"What is it that brings two people together on a journey called "Life"?
What is it that draws them to each other's souls?
There must be some connection or call it a "frequency match"!

What is it that binds us and intertwines our hearts together?
What is it that binds us for life? I think I know what its is!

We bond over the vague but our own dreams, over the life's greatest questions,
over the matters of men, matters of heart, matters of failed and blossoming relationships,
over the passing phases of changing relationships, over the intensity of our love ,our passion,our aspirations
and over the lessons we learnt in life, over the incidences that moulded us into "us"!


We bond over the same philosophies of life though we live it different ways..
We bond over the same lyrics or say the same two lines in the lyrics of a song!
We bond over the same vibes about the other person..
We bond over our mutual love for chocolate fantasy!


We bond over living life's moments, over the smallest of joys that bring us the biggest happiness,
over the tears that made us stronger and the smiles that made us blush
 over laughing off those seemingly important riots of the past,
over the gravity of the present and
over the dreams of tomorrow..

We bond over time..we bond over ETERNITY!

That what I call FRIENDSHIP."

This is dedicated to my few of my loving friends who have touched my life and my soul in a million special ways!

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Woman

What is a woman made up of??
Flesh and bones!! But what is it that lies beneath these??
She is strength, intellect, beauty and a deep sea.
She carries with her the memories of the phase when she was on a high and the tears she shed when she met darkness with her broken dreams. She carries with her the shattered pieces of her confidence when she lost the game of her life and also the determination to gather her self to face the world again. She may weep, she may feel low but she possesses the power to rise. She trusts God and that when she joins the dots of her puzzled life,  she believes she will see a star. Her smile has the power to heal and her touch has a power to soothe. She is a daughter, a lover, a wife, a mother, a struggle, a dreamer, a doer, a prayer, a lyric, a tune. She is faith, she is power, she is love. She is passion, she is freedom and a smile.
She may rest when the sun shines too bright and she may run in the darkest night, but she knows she will reach the treasure that life is yet to present her.
She believes in the beauty of her dreams and in the heaviness of absurd realities.
She can meet both the angel and the devil with the same grace.
She is a woman.

Friday, November 26, 2010

I wanna ...

Learn

1. Photography
2. Painting
3. Gardening
4. To play the violin (not badly tho)
5. One more language
6.Pottery
7. Making stuff outta waste
8. Tarot card reading
9. Organic farming

Do right now

1. Dance
2. Travel
3. Love crazily
4. Drench in rains
5. See a baby smile
6. Hold a new born baby and feel its lil fingers

Do in near future

1. Run a NGO for kids and their education
2. Go on a world tour

Do in late future

1. Open a travel company ;)
2. Start writing passionately again... I wanna do  this forever

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Searching

I am home alone, its raining heavily outside, am listening to Kenny G music..I am online, fidgeting with things here and there. I feel I am searching something..looking for something - something very random and something very deep, two identities, a merger of these two or a feeling :

Good lyrics to sate my appetite for meaning in words in a way that they touch my soul, a good movie, a Guru, a spiritual mate, someone to listen to me, someone to dance with, someone to share an icecream with, someone whom I could wish a happy friendship's day and  meet up with over a coffee and not care about the world, someone who with whom I could drench in the rains, someone with whom I could share a hot cuppa tea and pakodas, someone to fill in the space in this moment, someone with whom I could be the actual "me", someone to laugh uncontrollably with, someone to play with, someone with whom I could live this moment, someone who would make me enjoy this season the most, someone who would just understand my need to gossip now, someone who'd buy me roses, someone with whom I could share my fantasies and live them too, someone with whom I could share a ride into the lush green hills and explore the nature,someone who'd be with me now and who'd make me go mad, someone with whom I could feel on the top of the world!

A best friend, a love, a life!

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Local trains!

Today was my first day to college and one thing that comes as a bonus with my MTech course is also two hours of train journey on my way to college! I was well equipped with a novel and my mp3 player to ensure I am not bored while travelling! But..the fact is I just din't feel the need to use either of above things!! There are so many interesting people around and my travelling timw would give me enough time and space to explore my avocational subject of interest- psychology!

The first group of people I came across were a group of teachers! There is this certain "factor" about them that can make it so easy to spot a teacher! The way they talk, the way they behave..there is a instructive instinct in what they put forth, there is a kind of  aura that says "dude, U can't boss over me!",most older teachers are resistant to pleasant smiles except that they reserve few of theirs for their collegues with whom they share common hatred principles! So there I was, sitting and observing a group of 5 teachers, few of them kept joining in through different stations! Through my observation, I have classified people into a few categories (hopefully many more would be coming in my future posts!) listed as below:

1. people who observe every detail in u including places where your purse is torn and the angle at which your long earrings tilt!

2. people who keep complaining ( this teacher was complaining about every possible thing on this earth including monsoons, lack of good designs in purses, CHILDREN and their PARENTS with a usual dialogue" the parents just keep dancing on our heads, the education system, ICSE board, human nature... blah blah blah!)

3. people who are equipped all sorts of medicines (this lady had one for pain, fever, loose motions and vicks vapourub!!!)

4.people who are genuinely nice and willing to give their seats to older people, willing to hold others bags while they struggle to keep their feet firm admist the pushing crazy crowd!

5. people who are new and therefore silently observe and absorb the intricacies of the peer psychology!

Just when I was sitting next to them and listening to the conversations, the writer in me just registered all these things and I decided that all this stuff is getting onto my blogpost!

More later..as the train journey will go on and I' ll keep writing about it!